I Would: Curiosity

The reason it's all crinkly is because I rolled the damn thing up cuz it's not something I am particularly proud of and rolling it up was the easiest way to get it to class (18X24).

This was my horrendous first time experiment with guache. It was miserable. I dislike guache, we had quite a few disagreements durring the duration of the picture.

In anycase, the girl is dead and she is at her own funeral. Again this is not my normal style or subject matter, little kids freak me out and she is no exception. When I showed it to my friend it had no title and I was saying how I had no idea how or why it came into my head and he said, "call it I would" I asked why and then he played me this song:

Faze- I would

Everything feels new
Like I’m born again today
Skies so blue unlike yesterday
Everything seems beautiful
Like I remember
Finally I can see clearly the events that lead right up to this

Everyone is crying
And looking down on me
Everyone should rejoice and feel no sympathy
I can see my father and my mother hugging him
I have never seen him cry before
I wish I could be next to him
And I would

Oh and I would
Oh and I would
Oh and I would

Look around and see all the faces
And they all seem sad to me
If I could change all this
I don’t know where I would be
But I would

Oh and I would
Oh and I would
Oh and I would

If they could see me
I would be smiling
They don’t have much comfort else
So I must be dying

I can see my friends now
Standing over me
I can see them crying
Oh how I wish they couldn’t see me

I was having the best day
That I’ve ever had before
I wish I could enjoy it
With the friends that I adore
And I would

Oh and I would
Oh and I would
Oh and I would

Find the band and listen to the song, it is the single most depressing song ever written. It's great though.